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Tomorrow, class starts at 1030 am. So, it's okay to sleep a lil bit late tonight, hee :p

I'm continuing my studies now, at UiTM Puncak Alam and I'm doing Foundation in Engineering. Stop asking.

Well, the place is nice because it's still new. And we're the first batch who regstered here so that make us Pioneers. But not everything is well organized. Sumpah kena buat escalator, tangga dia tinggi mcm boleh naik cable car! Tak tipu, serious! -________-" And what's with the FSK 1,5 FF 2 Bilik PA5? SO CONFUSING =.=

Cafe Anggerik boleh belah laaa, sedap! But expensive. But it's worth it, I think. Because banyak sgt! Boleh makan dua orang. So sesiapa budak Puncak Alam yang baca benda alah apa yg aku tulis ni, sila take note. One dish is for 2 people. Kalau korg makan sorg, takkan habis. Makanan dia mostly cost RM 9.90.  But air dia murah pulak. Wayyy cheaper lah kalau compared to the food. Sarah ckp macam harga pasar malam -.-" Ice blended, milkshake semua are just like RM 2.50 each. Okay lah kan? Sebab besar tau glass dia! Kalau air biasa macam blackcurrent, ice lemon tea RM1.70. Serious glass dia besar. Boleh minum 2 orang jugak.

Okay, mesti korang was like  "Apa kena mengena dgn tittle post budak ni?"

Ohh saja je nak tunjuk wallpaper saya, macam lawa :p

Lawa tak? Lawa kan? :p

Rainbow

Just went for my braces appointment yesterday.

So as usual, the doctor will ask me what colour do I want.

and I chose RAINBOW :D

Now, my teeth are aching :'(

sbb the doctor pasang getah and tukar besi baru.

She ketatkan lah and now sakit gila! :(

Kena makan bubur McD je, tp nsb baik bubur McD is one of my favourite food. 

So, mcm best lah jugak :)

tp sakit :S

                                           p/s : gambar tu aku taknak buat extra large 

sbb nty nmpk benda benda yg tak

sepatutnya kat muka aku tu :p

Lessons for today

These past few days have been rough for me.

I had to face so many complicated and complex problems that you will most probably couldn't understand.

Some understands me, some does not.

It became tougher when those who's not are the ones I'm close to.

Sometimes I feel like there's no shoulder to lean on.

But friends showed me that I'm wrong :')

Today, I followed my dad to his office to print out some papers due to my college registeration.

My parents knew there's something wrong with me.
I've been very very moody.

They can tell by looking at my face.

Seriously, my face reveals it all. It can't hide anything.

On the way back, he gave me some lectures.

I couldn't hold my tears. My eyes leaked and my tears ran down like razor blades.

But everything was worth it.

The tears, also the lectures.

He taught me very important lessons that I will never forget.

1. Mum will always be right 

2. It's OKAY if we get hurt but it's NOT okay when we hurt someone.

3. No matter how mean life's treating us, remember that life has been treating other people worst,

So be grateful and stop complaining.

I understand everything now. I understand the circle of life. Thank you for making me understand that :')

I was being rude and that was very wrong and unacceptable.

My mum was right, I was being selfish :(

She cooked my favourite dish today eventhough I hurt her feelings.

 Sorry mum and dad, I didn't mean to do all the things I did.

I love you <3

p/s : I learned something about myself too. I have to cry when I'm sad because 

it'll make me feel so much better. It's like I let the sadness go (ececeh, ayat aku pun kan :p)

and I can't skip sembahyang. because everytime I did, something bad will happen to me :S

Bow Necklace

Korang, I want this bow necklace badly tau :'( I've been searching for months but tak jumpa jumpa :'(

So kalau korang jumpa this bow necklace being purchased anywhere, please inform me alright?

Tak kisah lah stores kat mana ke, blogshops ke, but make sure the blogshops tu from Malaysia lah ye? 

THANK YOU! :)

Tengok ni, Betty pun ada. Nak jugak :'(

My body isn't perfect.

I don't walk with confidence.

I get into fights with my parents and my friends.

I cry over the smallest things.

There are days that I get through with forced smiles and faked laughs.

Sometimes, I try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not.

I'm not ugly but I'm not beautiful.

I don't look as good in real life as I do in pictures.

There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep.

I constantly think that I'm not good enough.

I'm not perfect but I'm perfectly me.

Mara intervew (Part 2)

Okay, aku rasa aku dah tak penat kot nak type ni :D

So, continue eh? :p

Interviewers aku dua orang, satu japanese guy and another one was a malay woman with tudung.

That japanese guy seems friendly because he was smiling a lot, handsome pulak :p but the woman was like a bit garang lah. So, it kinda increased my cuak-ness lah. 

The first thing he asked me to do is to introduce myself and I was told by those who has the experience that you have to talk about your achievements and all. So, I did. But tertinggal pasal kawad! Sedih tau :( because being apart of the marching squad is one of my greatest achievement! Tapi masa tu macam terlupa sana sini kan. So, hrm. There's nothing I can do now.

And the most hardest question lah kan, he asked me " What do you want in Japan?". In all of sudden, I can't think. My brain was frozen. Macam, tak terkeluar and know what I said? I want to learn Japanese culture -________- SO NOT what the interviewers want to hear Nabila! 

and they was expecting me to give looooooooong answers. After I answered their questions, they were like waiting for me to elaborate lah kot. -____- I'm not good at membebel. Eh salah tu. I'm freaking good at membebel but not membebeling about engineering!  -.-"

And last sekali tu, they asked me. What is your favourite subject?  And I answered " Physics and Maths" (temberang sikit lah kan :p) Then he said "Oh okay then. I'll ask you Physics questions" and I was like "What????????????????????" (dalam hati lah of course but I think they can tell by looking at my facial expressions. You guys know how good I am at doing facial expressions kan?  So yeah) 

And I cepat cepat cakap " But Maths is better!" Then he just smiled and asked me Physics questions! 

and bila I nampak je soalan tu, I was like Damn! Pasal current, voltage bla bla bla semua tu kot! 

Nasib baik aku ingat V=IR. Dah la, dia tak bagi kertas ke apa. Dia just hold the questions and we have to answer on the spot! Haaaa, korang bayangkan je laaaaa -__________-

and the last question was soalan Maths yang paling senaaaaaaaaaaang sekali but guess what? AKU TAK BOLEH JAWAB. Yea, I don't know why. The question is effing easy but I just can't think.

Then that japanese guy said "Maybe you forgot, okay you can go now".

Then aku bangun je dari kerusi aku cakap "Err, maybe the answer is +-squareroot2".

I was expecting a nod or a "Yes, that is correct". But he just smiled and watched me walk away.

The End

So what do you think now after hearing my stories? Sorry, after READING my stories? 

Yes, I suck. Told ya.

Mara interview

There will be no pictures in this post. I'm going talk talk and talk, only,. Eh, you can't exactly hear me -_______-

Sorry lah, wrong term lah I use just now. I'm going to write write and write, only.

Mesti everybody macam malas nak baca kan? Tengok tulisan jeee banyak banyak. HAHA :D

Nevermind lah, I just want to membebel to my own blog :)

So, tadi I had a MARA interview. 

How was it?

I'm not going to consider that as a good one lah because, 

I SUCK! 

So, it's a booooooo (N)

I had to wake up early in the morning lah kan. That became one of the problems I had. My eyes were glued! Know why? Sebab dah tak biasa bangun pagi. Stock bangun pukul 11 je -____-

So, macam ngantuk lah kan. Dalam kereta bukannya think about what will the interviewers ask ke apa,

sambung mimpi malam semalam punya mimpi dalam kereta. Lagi sikit je nak terkeluar air liur basi.

So bila sampai je, macam terkejut gila! I thought sikit je orang sbb I thought ini untuk orang yang tak beberapa nak layak je like me. But then I tgk, mak aih. Ramai betul! and majority lelaki. Perempuan keciput jeee. So I had butterflies in my stomach! (sounds pretty lah 'butterflies in my stomach' HAHA)

Okay I know, mesti korg macam pelik je kenapa aku dapat interview tu. Everybody will wonder why and tadi masa dekat rumah Qilah memang semua tanya pun macam mana aku boleh dapat. Yelah, tengok lah result aku. Tak beberapa nak layak kan. Tak straight A's mcm korg :(

Aku taktau la macam mana aku boleh dpt, tp aku dpt lah. So aku pergi je lah kan walaupun aku macam tak berharap sgt on that. Just want to try my luck. Aku tau pun aku punya chances nak dapat very very low sbb orang yg beratur depan and belakang aku semua straight A's -___________- Ada yang from Asis lah, SMKA lah. So, masa beratur nak daftar je aku dah down.

So, masa dalam ruangan menungu, aku yang talk excessively ni pun make friends lah dengan dua orang guys ni. Ntah sape sape ntah. Aku main cakap je. Sbb dorang beratur at the back of me pun and kat depan aku. Sbb weh, macam tak ada perempuan kat situ. Lelaki je -_________- 

So, cakap cakap cakap. Aku macam cuak gila nak mati yang sampai naik RED TANK punya :O

Dorang buat research gila gempak ahh, pasal Japan and pasal Engineering yada yada yada. Aku dah la macam baca tips je the night before. Pastu aku wikipedia Electrical Engineering. -_________- Memang on that second, aku memang tau lah yang I'm DOOMED. So I was like redha gila and know what?! Dorang siap bawak buku reference PHYSICS wehh! Yes, the thick one. Kau jangan main main. Semua study physics dalam bilik menuggu eh. Sebab interviewers akan tanya questions about physics and math and I totally forgot it all! Berapa bulan weh since I left school? They expect me to still remember all of the formulas? Memang tak ah kan. Like I said, aku redha gila. LEK

And then my name was called. Aku masuk masuk je, aku tayang bracess. Biar nak kasi dorang nampak bling bling sikit. Aku rasa macam senyuman lebih menawan lah kan? Like over ceria? HAHA :D

 Then dorg tanya questions bla bla bla. Weh, aku penat lah type. Malam nanti lah aku sambung. Later!