Sunday, January 31, 2010


a new day
a new fresh start
a new love story
a new ME!

no more

no more watching the latest movie
no more eating laksa at the food court
no more teasing on each other
no more calling each other with names
no more walking to the pavilion while having a fun conversation
no more hitting on each other purposely on the way back to klcc
no more supersaver at night
no more messages that will end by a simple "i love you"
no more long messages at our anniversary every month
no more song sang by you before i went to sleep eventhough your voice is not putting me to sleep
no more "1 2 3" right before we put down the phone
no more leaning on your shoulder while sitting inside the train
no more carrying me on your back while going down the stairs
no more holding you arm which make me feel safe
no more holding your hands which is softer than mine
no more saying that im the most beautiful girl in your eyes
no more us
no more :'(

broken into pieces

half of me is dead
i can't think
all i can do is cry
cry,cry and just cry

i tried to stop
but my eyes are leaking
the tears keep falling

all day, i've been thinking about what i've done
my life right now is full of regrets
regret about things that we can never change
we can't take back words that are said
or things that are done
they already happened
we can just watch what will happen next
i wish i have a time machine
or maybe a doraemon also can
so i can turn back time
and fix things
but unfortunately, there is no such thing as time machine or doraemon
like i said, we can't do anything now
we can just watch