A song for you

When you said your last goodbye, 

I died a little bit inside.

I lay in tears in bed all night,

Alone without you by my side.

 

Hey MTV, welcome to my crib.

Waddup guys? It's been awhile since I last updated my blog. It's so dusty now and it needs some serious cleaning! So I've promised to some friends that I'll be posting up some pictures of my current room. Now that DALF C1 is over, I finally get the chance to fulfill my promise. I know I'm like, 3 months late, so sorry about that, but hey, better late than never right? ;)

So bienvenue to my room, my sanctuary.

My body and soul are devoted to that desk now. This is where I spend most of my time, just sitting there for hours, either playing with the computer or studying. Or singing along with my guitar.

I sometimes hate the fact that the fridge is so so near to my bed. It's the main reason why I gained some pounds for the last three months. Whenever I feel hungry, I can just grab something out of the fridge without leaving the bed. It's that easy -.-"

This is for sure, one of my favourite parts of the room. It completely shows the girly side of me lol

Thanks Maul for those Rubi earrings and thanks Ayu for the Diva ones. I'll be wearing 'em every time I think of you guys ♥

Yeah it's the ring. The ring that was stucked on my middle finger for five torturing days. The ring that I spent two hours of cutting and scissoring to get it off my finger. It was the day I've sworn myself that I'll never ever put a ring on my middle finger ever again. Ever.

I, who never sleep alone before, am sleeping alone now. The scaredy cat is no longer scared anymore :p

The room is just 9 meter squared yet comfy and enough for me, but the monthly rent is slightly higher than what it's worth tho. So I'm gonna move out with my friends, to a new apartment, maybe around March like that. And I'll definitely make another post about my future room :D

Till then.

Look at the bright side.

I've always wanted to attend a normal high school instead of a boarding school.

I've always wanted to go to a private university.

Because I wanted to live that kind of life, y'know.

But, 

If I didn't go for boarding school, I wouldn't stand a chance to learn french.

If I didn't learn french, of course I wouldn't get into this program.

If I didn't get into this program, I wouldn't be a scholar and go to France to study.

I wouldn't be here, right now.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.

What could be the blessing in disguise?

I've figured out that if I attended a normal high school, with that much of freedom,

I could've been influenced by lots of . . bad stuffs, y'know.

I'm not that strong, I can be influenced easily I have to admit.

So I could've done so many things beyond the limit, could've committed lots of sins.

But by attending boarding school, I was protected from all of these possibilities.

Plus, I heard being a teacher dapat banyak pahala.

If the students apply the knowledge we gave 'em, dapat pahala.

If they pass the knowledge to someone else, dapat pahala some more.

And if that someone applies it too, dapat pahala.

So I thought, that could cover up some of the sins I've comitted.

I knowww, that will never be enough as the sins I've comitted are like,

98765432123456789 times bigger than the pahala I'll get.

But at least, that's something. Better than nothing, right?

So what I'm trying to say here is ;

GOD HAS BIGGER PLANS FOR YOU

Be grateful.

Because this video makes me feel so happy :)

I think I've just raped the play button. I keep on replaying it over and over again,
so I think I should be generous enough to share this with you :)

I love everything about this video.

The blue streak in his hair matches his blue blazer & and her hair matches her blazer. His cute smile and the way he looks at her is just too sweet. He's adorable & she's beautiful. It would be nice if they're dating for real, no? Hehe :) They made life look a lot simpler somehow. I've been viewing Meekakitty's videos since 2009 and she never fails to make me smile. She doesn't mind making the silliest faces ever. She's such an inspiration. Okay quit babbling now.

I'lljuststopherekbye.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Je suis paresseuse!

It's prolly morning in Malaysia, so good morning! 

Now it's still 1.50 am in France and I'm not sleeping. I know I should hit the sack by now but I can't. . .just yet. Why? Cz I haven't finished my assignments! Yay -.- Why? Cz I'm such a lazy girl and there's too many distractions! Let's see, there's Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, Tumblr of course, blogs and FOOD! And now I have another 2 essays to be completed but I'm blogging instead. That's it, I'm a dead meat :(

Well that's kinda my exact situation right now. Surfing internet all day long while eating. And ignoring all those shitloads of assignments that I need to finish. Not good Nabila, not good -____-

Yup. If there's only one word that can describe me, it would be procrastinator. I'm really really good at it, you have no idea. Fyi, I have 3 days (not 2!) of weekend. Yet, I still chose Sunday night to complete all my assignments. What did I do last Friday, Saturday and Sunday (day)? I procrastinated (Y)

Now back to my beloved assignments!

P/S : All pictures do not belong to me.

Credits to tumblr users who blogged it.